Feeling on my own

I get to the point where I feel I’m on my own. I know it comes from having no support. When I look back at my life and the trauma I’ve had to deal with, it almost seems inevitable.

I come so far then it hits me that this is where I am and although I know I couldn’t do anything to change my life, I get angry at the injustice. When that happens, I tend to take consolation in how far I’ve come.

I know The CP Diary wouldn’t exist if it weren’t for the life I’ve had. It has given me a focus and an opportunity to help myself through all my experiences; hoping it helps others too.


27 May, 2013

8 thoughts on “Feeling on my own

  1. You’ve come so far from the past and even though it has affected you this way, you’re not alone. You have done beautifully despite what you have been through.

    The CP diary has helped all of us, but writing for the Diary I think has helped you the most. The fact that you’re helping others has also helped you.

    Giving of ourselves is something we all should do and you’re setting a great example of this.

  2. It’s always good to be thankful for where we are today. You have a loving family and with the site it gives so much to you and to us.

  3. I completely understand that feeling of being on your own emotionally. I felt that way this morning before visiting this site.

    You can take comfort in the fact that you have broadened your horizons despite your negative experiences in life. Some people wallow in anger and self pity forever.

    So now you are making a positive difference in the lives of people you don’t even know. What an awesome statement that is. You must receive gratification and consolation from that personal achievement alone.

    What else can you ask of yourself?

    1. What wonderful sentiments Tim. When you put it like that you’re right, I can ask no more of myself, but to find a place… one that doesn’t hurt me but allows me to accept and move on from the trauma in my past.

      Thank you. With your encouragement here that is what I intend to do.

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