There are days where I look at my life and I’m okay with it because it is what it is, then I’m ill again with digestion problems and I’m annoyed that I can’t function normally and that this is my life.
Each day brings with it a different outcome on my health and that’s where I struggle. I was always going to get to this point. I’m annoyed I was kept in the dark on everything I’ve ever had to deal with and I’ve had to work this all out for myself.
In the meantime when I have this problem I can’t function normally, still can’t plan ahead, still can’t live a normal life, still can’t eat normal food without getting ill. I have difficulty breathing and still feel as though I may throw up. All in all not so great.