Although I managed to write another blog yesterday, I was still dealing with emotional stuff this week concerning my Cerebral Palsy. This morning I am feeling a lot better about things.
By telling myself that I need to bring peace back into my thoughts and that carrying negativity will do me more harm, I have managed to see the world differently this morning. My spiritual beliefs continue to protect me. That this was my journey. I cannot change it, therefore worrying or being upset won’t help. It will just serve to make me angry and upset.
The problems with having had no support will and can never be resolved. That is something for me to resolve by myself. People very seldom hold themselves accountable. Not many of us look back and say, I could have done things better. Sadly, it’s not how people roll.
But if we all had things so good, we wouldn’t know how to deal with all the bad stuff. Dealing with the bad stuff gives us more resolve, can make us stronger and more determined. I see it as that. I also work through what I need to. That way I don’t hold on to unresolved issues. I need to stay emotionally strong so I can deal with my issues.
I try to work on the premise that staying positive will make my life more positive regardless of what I deal with, even if it doesn’t seem that way sometimes.