Having gone out last weekend feeling well and coming back feeling poorly, brings home the health issues I deal with.
I cope with that but what bothers me more is the fact that having had no opportunities to do anything as a child, means that now I’m in the same position, because I have my health to think about first. My health comes between me and any would be opportunities.
Preparation takes energy and energy puts pressure on my health, which I already struggle with. I am determined to take a two day break next weekend. That will be a testing time, but I am determined.