I tend to have a slight downer on myself when I’m having a bad day. I grew up angry, desperate to know what was wrong with me, clearly not coping with my emotional and physical struggles.
I still feel angry that my problems were ignored by those who should have protected me, instead of leaving me constantly exposed to my emotional and physical problems. Every now and again I find I’m brought back to this place.
I know that if I didn’t struggle in other areas of my life, my past struggles wouldn’t continue to play such a big part in my emotions.