I should have felt elated having completed 1,000 blogs. Yesterday was a milestone, but it didn’t really feel like one. There seems to be an undercurrent pulling me in a different direction to where I want to go with lots of uncertainty still around me… more now than ever as the situation with my father is very uncertain. I’m tired of things in my life not being right. 2006 seemed to be a good year, it was downhill after that.