Chasing perfection

As a child, I wanted to be normal, like everyone else who didn’t have a physical issue. I wanted to walk properly without a limp, I wanted to walk heel-toe. I was constantly checking the heels on my shoes, to see how they were wearing down and would get annoyed because they looked and wore differently.

When I crayoned outside the lines, I would throw the colouring sheet I was using in the bin and start again. The outlines on my handwriting weren’t formed properly, they were inconsistent and too small …

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29 Apr, 2012

The CP Diary & me

The CP Diary is coming up to its second birthday and for me the transition of how it started to where The CP Diary is, for me is phenomenal.

I remember having a conversation with my then web designer who asked me what I was going to do with the site and remember the conversation as if it were yesterday, because he wasn’t sure how or what …

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28 Apr, 2012

Remaining upbeat

As I try to remain upbeat, I can understand why the brain can easily go into a negative state, given my set of circumstances. There is only so much anyone can handle before everything becomes too much.

The following helps me:

Try to develop a spiritual awareness. Being spiritual will help you to remain focused and positive, even when you’re dealing with stressful situations;
Listen to music or read books that encourage you to remain upbeat. Read positive quotes and incorporate daily affirmations into your life so that you can continue …

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26 Apr, 2012

Putting yourself first

As a child, I cared about everyone and everything, regardless of who cared about me. I cared about what other people thought about me, so much so that I became influenced by their suggestions, even though their suggestions weren’t always right for me.

I’d speak and say things to please and gave no consideration to my own voice. I cared too much about ‘doing the right thing.’ In hindsight, I should have cared more about myself. Now I think differently …

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25 Apr, 2012

Our reality

Something inspirational:

“Reality is what we take to be true. What we take to be true is what we believe. What we believe is based upon our perceptions. What we perceive depends upon what we look for. What we look for depends upon what we think. What we think depends upon what we perceive …

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24 Apr, 2012

Thoughts on being happy

As a child, I never thought about whether I was happy or sad. I knew I existed in my life and that my life was my life. I have changed a lot since those early days.

My following suggestions may help:

  • No matter your childhood take responsibility for yourself;
  • Quit blaming others and stop making excuses;
  • Quit trying to avoid change because change needs to happen and it will;
  • Change happens for a reason, look for the reason;
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23 Apr, 2012

Uneasy feelings

Do you wake up with an uneasy feeling in the pit of your stomach when you’re dealing with so many uncertainties?

All of my uncertainties are beginning to make me feel uneasy. Unfortunately, those feelings are bringing about other feelings, which I am now having to deal with. I still have to fight my corner so …

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22 Apr, 2012

Focus on now

“Something wonderful begins to happen with the simple realisation that life, like an automobile, is driven from the inside out, not the other way around. As you focus more on becoming more peaceful with where you are, rather than focusing on where you would rather be …

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21 Apr, 2012