Year: 2020

When I look at my life in the whole, I can’t believe just putting my words together, a sentence, a paragraph to talk about my experiences that this was my life.

Then I reconcile that it happened that I wouldn’t be doing what I’m doing without any of it then I feel better, somewhat short lived. What I find hard to accept is that others blocking my disability out found it acceptable and still had a relationship with me. A wilful act, not one that is easy to forgive.

I am trying to find an acceptance of the reasoning behind the deed. Writing …

I continue to write about Covid_19 on my blog because I’d cope less not getting my thoughts out there. With lockdown finished the UK Government has forced those like myself who are high risk back into our homes.

With pubs already open and restaurants and bars due to open today, I have no choice but to stay home. I shall continue to stay safe. With too many lives already lost due to this Government’s handling, we can …

Being a parent, I am still trying to get my head around the fact that my disability was ignored for so long. The fact that it was ignored, and I continued to live my life without knowing anything about my disability has taken its toll.

There is no coming to terms with it, too many years passed without me knowing. As a child, just being able to put a name to how I physically presented would have helped. Knowing would have given …

As a child, every thought and spoken word you’re given shapes you and your future. In my own case, couple that with a disability I didn’t know you had, it’s indefensible and can make for uncomfortable thoughts.

For us to come to terms with our lives, our ‘house must be put in order’ and this is what my blog does. I write about my experiences and although it doesn’t always make for comfortable reading for me …