The life I have lived has been as a result of others living a lie, knowing what my disability was. It wasn’t my lie, but it became my life.
The human mind is flawed and ignoring the truth will always have devastating consequences, particularly when others choose to keep something from us. But ignoring the truth won’t settle as far as the universe is concerned.
Having lived a life on the other side of others’ shortcomings, my life was always going to be as a consequence of how they chose to deal with their life, whilst I was made to live mine. But those who are ruled by their unconscious thinking, will always be the deceiver and we will be the deceived.
The truth is that we all face situations that require us to make difficult decisions around uncertainty and where the result may be a strong temptation for us to hide from the truth, we must resist the temptation.
The more I learn about my life, the more I struggle to comprehend the enormity of what’s been done. You couldn’t make this story up. On the other side of that, I take heart from the fact that I wouldn’t have got to write without my life.