I get to the point where I feel I’m on my own. I know it comes from having no support. When I look back at my life and the trauma I’ve had to deal with, it almost seems inevitable.
I come so far then it hits me that this is where I am and although I know I couldn’t do anything to change my life, I get angry at the injustice. When that happens, I tend to take consolation in how far I’ve come.
I know The CP Diary wouldn’t exist if it weren’t for the life I’ve had. It has given me a focus and an opportunity to help myself through all my experiences, hoping it helps others too.