Any negative issues I deal with can sometimes reinforce my insecurities about my cerebral palsy. It’s not that I’m looking for those insecurities, but negativity energy can trigger some of the old thoughts about my disability and having no emotional support.
It is common for us all to subconsciously hold on to issues from childhood. We see the issues we may deal with those positively, but it is hard to fully let go when no one accepts responsibility. Although our childhood issues may not impact our ability to make positive choices presently, every now and again they can compound other negative issues.
What’s clear is we need to create and be responsible for our own happiness, but where our experiences may counter that, we are no longer that child, and need to find a way to see our issues in a positive light.