For many years, I lived with guilt and constant regrets that left me agitated, stressed and angry. Each day felt like a new battle. Every way I turned, my disappointments and failings continued to stare back at me.
I couldn’t get rid of the guilt, particularly school. It was constantly clouding my judgment on new situations, but thankfully the more spiritual I became, the more things slowly began to clear and change.
I began to see that my years of guilt had everything to do with my lack of control as a child, and the decisions that we’re being made for me. Throughout my childhood, I had never been mentally and emotionally supported through school, living with a disability I didn’t know anything about.
Also, decisions we’re continually being made for me without any discussion. I was never given any choices, I was never encouraged to think for myself.
Unfortunately, any guilt or regrets we carry, regardless of who those belong to, can keep us stuck in the past and although it took me many years to let go of the guilt, when I did, it finally felt like a release.
As my perceptions began to change, so too did my life. Slowly, I found the courage to begin to change some of the things that were holding me back. Now I see the decisions I make, as stepping stones to yet more change.
As I evolve and grow spiritually, I also rely on my intuition to help me pave the way so that I live with no regrets moving forward.