For many years, I lived with guilty feelings and constant regrets that left me agitated, stressed and angry. Each day felt like a new battle. Every way I turned, my disappointments and failings continued to stare back at me.
I couldn’t get rid of the guilt, particularly surrounding my schooling. It was constantly clouding my judgment on new situations, but thankfully the more spiritual I became, the more things slowly began to change for me.
I began to understand that my years of guilt had everything to do with my lack of control as a child, and the decisions that we’re being made. Throughout my childhood, I had never made a decision for myself, or been given a choice as to which path I went down. I was never encouraged to think for myself.
Unfortunately, any guilt or regrets we carry, regardless of whose guilt it is, will keep us stuck in the past. Although it took me many years to let go of the guilt, when I did, it finally felt like a release.
As my perceptions began to change, so too did my life. Slowly, I found the courage to begin to change some of the things that were holding me back.
Now I see the decisions I make, as stepping stones to yet more change and more positive lessons for me to learn. As I evolve and grow spiritually, I also rely on my intuition to help me pave the way so that I live with no regrets moving forward.