Today part of me has been positive, the other part of me has been swaying towards the not so positive. As much as I try it’s not always easy to stay focused and positive all the time.
I think it comes with the territory. Emotionally whether I like it or not, I am affected by what goes on around me. It’s hard not to have new thoughts and feelings that need dealing with. I would like to have more clarity.
I want to think about me for a change. I want to have peace around me without having to work at finding it. Although my childhood days are gone, there isn’t a day goes by where I’m not having to work on bringing calm into my life.
Although I had some calm in my childhood, my other memories outweigh my memories of calm. I’m still working on calm now.