Today part of me has been positive, the other part of me has been swaying towards the not so positive. As much as I try it’s not always easy to stay focused and positive all the time.
I think it comes with the territory. Emotionally whether we like it or not we are affected by what goes on around us. It’s hard not to have so many new thoughts and feelings that need dealing with. I talked in yesterday’s blog ‘about clarity’ and that’s what I would like to have all the time.
I want to think about me for a change. I would like to have peace around me without having to work at finding it. I want it just to be there. It’s my turn to have the responsibility and although my childhood days are gone, there isn’t a day goes by where I’m not working on bringing calm back into my life.
I did have some calm as a child, but I’m still working on calm now.