Short, sweet and to the point I know cerebral palsy is the underlying issue, and the reason I’m struggling to move on. Some days I feel fine about it, but on other days it very much depends on what I have to deal with around the condition.
I have days where I seem to be more reconciled and those days seem fine, then I get to play back the tapes in my head, and then it’s not fine again. My emotional struggles with cerebral palsy are there because my emotional issues have never been addressed.
I have other childhood issues, but this one seems harder to reconcile because it’s been a 46-year struggle. There is a lot to let go of. Perhaps that’s not surprising after 46 years.