Short, sweet and to the point I know cerebral palsy and symptoms pertaining to it, is the underlying issue, and the reason I’m struggling to move on. Some days I feel fine about it, but on other days it very much depends on what I have to deal with.
I have days where I seem to be more reconciled and those days seem fine, then I get to play back the tapes in my head, and then I’m not fine again. My emotional struggles with cerebral palsy are there because my mental struggles have never been addressed.
This is harder to reconcile because it’s been a 46-year struggle. There is a lot to let go of. Perhaps that isn’t surprising after 46 years!