More things for me to deal with

I’m again having my fair share of up and down days. One or two things are going on which I am dealing with that are bringing many thoughts into my mind, of where I’m at.

The other evening whilst getting ready for bed, I noticed when I looked in the mirror that the lesion, which consisted of two or three lesions, hasn’t all been removed, so now I am going back to the Specialist on Thursday to see if he can remove the rest.

Although it’s not the Specialist’s fault, because it was in such an difficult place, but the fact that I am going back for more treatment doesn’t please me. That’s another appointment; another scheduled date for treatment if the Specialist agrees, another minor operation and more time for recovery after treatment.

My other thought is that there is also a lot of unease from those around me. We all have different things that we deal with of course and although some of our problems stem from what we deal with, they also stem from how others’ and how they deal with what they have to deal with. Not really our problem.

Lots of thoughts, but up until the day my mother became ill, she was still in contact with many of her friends as they had been all her life. I find it sad that with everything that goes on in people’s lives today, this doesn’t happen as much.

I don’t remember a time that my parents fell out with their friends or had a crossed word. Friends and friendships back then were based on honesty, integrity, truth, respect and fairness. Problems seemed to be resolved without a crossed word. Now we all have to be careful what and how we say things.

Our world doesn’t seem to work like that right now.


20 Apr, 2011

6 thoughts on “More things for me to deal with

  1. Sounds like you have a lot going on around you and it can be difficult not get wrapped up in other people’s chaos. I’ve been dealing with a lot of that myself lately so I know it can be very frustrating.

    Hopefully things will settle down for you soon.

  2. You will feel better once you have your medical issue addressed. Try to remain as calm and positive as possible, as stress will only add to the problem.

    I know everything will work out well for you. Best of luck.

  3. Hope things get better for you especially with the lesions. I would do the same thing you’re doing. Back then, that’s how things were.

    We can’t go back we just have to look forward and learn from the past and hope the good things we picked up on, will help us make a difference in our future.

    1. Thanks Lisa. You’re right, going back just makes us hurt more. We cannot change what’s in our past, regardless. We can change us, we cannot change anyone else.

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