Having significant neurological impairments where my emotions are mainly affected, means I can be immature. My neurological emotional impairments having stunted my emotional growth.
Where our milestones help us understand and adapt to the next stage of our lives, I missed out on all mine. As a result, I haven’t been able to equate or understand each phase I’ve lived through.
But having Asperger’s has helped me acquire a knowledge of the world around me, using my heightened senses to the exclusion of everything else. I couldn’t write and run my site in the way I do without it. Bringing understanding and clarity into the equation is more important for me because it takes away the fear, anxiety and panic I have to deal with.
Generally, we grow into adulthood through the other side of adolescence. I know that my ability to hone in on my intuition, using that as my base line allows me to understand what it is to be the adult. Not everyone will understand how that works. I am only beginning to understand it myself.
I become irritated when through years of being judged on the way I am, others still think they know me, but they simply can’t because I’m only just working me out.