Unfortunately, because my brain is configured differently to that of a normal thinking brain, how I get to see things is back to front, like a rewired plug that doesn’t work. That includes any processes that requires forward or normal emotional thinking.
For me to get around that I use my intuition to bring my thoughts into a forward-thinking process and that helps me think in the same way other people think. As a child, I had no understanding of my abnormal thinking. I missed out on all the usual milestones and other people’s normal behaviour traits to me, seemed abnormal.
In another blog, I will explain more of my rationale difficulties, why and how my rationale really works and why without my ability to rationale, I can sometimes feel panicky and out of my depth.