I’m having a little bit of a downer on myself. Everything seems to be tumbling down on me. As parents, we pride ourselves on staying strong, as individuals away from being a parent, it’s easy for our emotions to take their toll, particularly because it’s our job to keep our family focused and happy and full time that’s a lot to ask.
Truth be known, my leg is weak, spastic and I hate that the whole Cerebral Palsy thing. I don’t feel in control of it. A new day for me to journal more of what I feel. Woke up fine, but still not feeling on top of the world. I know Cerebral Palsy still has a lot to do with the way I’m feeling, but other things are getting in the way too.
Not quite sure at this stage how to resolve all that I feel, but sure these feelings will pass, they always do. How many of us have days where we just want to cut off from the world, because then we don’t have to deal with things? In the short term that’s easy to do, it takes seconds; but longer term not quite. Issues lay dormant until we deal with them; they’re never far away.
The ‘golden thread’ running through my site brings my thoughts and life together. I have a lot to be grateful for. It gives me comfort; refuge and helps me function effortlessly through hard times. Now that is positive.