Recently my blogs seem to be about me, perhaps it’s because I’m still not settled. The last time my family had a holiday was before my mother passed nearly 6 years ago.
Now that we have decided to take a short break in January, I’m worried I won’t be able to make the holiday because of my health and it’s making me stressed.
I have always needed to be in a routine, so I will need to be in a similar routine on holiday. I will also have to make sure I’m eating right and will have to time everything to perfection, so that I don’t leave it too long between meals.
Holidays are wonderful, but they also bring stress and having to keep myself well adds to that. I also don’t want to give in so I don’t go, but the problems of illness weigh heavily. The stress of the journey can set my illness off. I hate that my life revolves around my health.
I want to live a normal life, one that doesn’t involve dealing with my health all the time, but wanting sometimes doesn’t get us these things.