On the days I struggle to come to terms with the enormity of my neglect, I need to start looking at my experiences in another way.
I need to understand why I was given this life. It doesn’t take away the initial problems of how I got to this place, or everyone’s role in my life around my physical and emotional difficulties, but it does go some way to explain why I have it. My thoughts are what makes me who I am.
I believe this is something I need to keep reinforcing, so I give myself a different more positive perspective on my experiences. My blog has become my journey, my life’s work and now for others too, to be able to repeat for themselves, the need for change and self-awareness that I talk about in my blogs.