There will always be things about Cerebral Palsy that I can never bring closure on, because I never knew I had Cerebral Palsy and although I relentlessly tried, I can never get those years back. Now it’s too late to ask questions because my parents are no longer around.
As I continue to work through a book about developmental delays that sheds light on conditions like Cerebral Palsy, as I stare at the pages at each developmental delay, I know I never met some of those milestones.
Even if I hadn’t have met all those milestones that would have been fine. Sometimes just knowing what we struggle with is enough and to know we couldn’t have done anything different.