My not so good thoughts are back today. I am usually strong, but then I have my moments of losing clarity, feelings of despondency, feeling lost and feelings of isolation.
Something was said that holds true in my thoughts and has only just registered with me. Living with cerebral palsy means that my brain doesn’t engage when it should. Where others don’t have to think because their brain thinks for them, I am aware that my brain doesn’t think.
My spacial awareness is also poor. Bumping into things and tripping up is common place. I need to remember to talk myself through things, where my brain can’t think for itself.