I was always going to get to this point after my father’s passing, where I would begin to feel slight resentment. We all have a history with our loved ones that pass; there is bound to be something they’ve taken to the grave that we’re not happy about.
It would be odd if we didn’t. It took me 46 years to find out about Cerebral Palsy. Unfortunately, I was never given the opportunity to talk about it in depth. There were questions I wanted and tried to ask growing up.
I know my father knows now how I feel because I managed that and that now draws a little comfort. I cannot change the bigger issues around this, but I must just be okay with how far I got.