I’m not sure how I feel this morning. Some of the old problems aren’t abating, just yet. I am drawn back to my thoughts like a magnet.
It’s very difficult to ignore a problem on what has been our focus for the past two years and because we’re still working through similar circumstances, the same focus is here. We go back to see the Specialist in just under two weeks and that will hopefully help us draw a line under the new operation, but for now our thoughts go to post-operative healing.
I go back to and still take the view that when I have no control over something it’s fruitless to worry because the problem is out of my hands, but that doesn’t stop others worrying. Until there is something to worry, I see no point.
With any type of apprehension we will always worry more. We tend to paint a picture on a scenario and assume that something will go wrong before we know things are okay. Usually from my own experience, although we may be apprehensive about some things, usually those things work out in the end.
In the meantime I will continue to think my usual positive thoughts.