It’s amazing what a difference a day makes and how in one day I can feel so inspirational, together and happy and the next day I feel the total opposite.
When I’m on top of my game, my site reflects different thoughts that help me, and when I’m less than that, I tend to write about myself and my struggles whatever those struggles are.
I believe that in one way or another we all have insecure tendencies and those insecurities tend to show in how we communicate with others, why we see others at fault and why we’re never to blame for our own behaviour. I don’t choose to pass the buck unless I need to pass the buck. I know that my feelings right now aren’t of my own making.
When we spiral down we tend to bring others down with us and most of the time we fail to see that we’re to blame. Lately I have been grappling with the way I walk and have been feeling slightly demoralised. I remember once coming out of school having gone to parents evening and my daughter’s form tutor commented on my limp.
I didn’t know she was behind me or just how obvious my limp was until she followed me out of school. So today hasn’t been great, but I hope that I will be able to blog about something a little more upbeat and positive tomorrow.