I should have felt elated having completed 1,000 blogs. Yesterday was a milestone for me, but it didn’t really feel like one.
There seems to be an undercurrent pulling me in a different direction to where I want to go, with lots of uncertainty still around me. More now than ever as the situation with my father is very uncertain.
I am tired of things in my life not being right; 2006 seemed to be a good year, but it was downhill after that.