Do you wake up with an uneasy feeling in the pit of your stomach when you’re dealing with so many uncertainties? All of my uncertainties are beginning to make me feel uneasy.
Those feelings are bringing about other feelings, which I am now having to deal with. I still have to fight my corner so that I can live my own life, which is something I have always had to do. Some days are a constant battle.
I am still expected to adapt to conform, to be a certain way. It doesn’t matter what I say. We must be able to live side by side, but also be able to get on with our lives, independently of one another. That’s the way it should be.
We must all strive to have calm and peace in our lives. It’s something I work on daily, but I hope the same is afforded back to me. I hate the control. It’s so difficult reaching that balance with family.
I want to wake up and feel happy, without having that feeling of dread and unease at what I must continually deal with. I shall continue to work on it.