I go through phases where my life makes sense, everything in my life is compartmentalised, I bring an acceptance then when I look back nothing seems to makes sense.
This is what I’ve had to deal with and usually happens when I have more stressful situations to deal with and I’m here again with the same thought process. As my unconscious thoughts continue to play out the same old experiences, some of the same feelings come back.
Other people’s news usually serve as a gentle reminder of what I’ve been through. I know we’re given what we’re given and although life isn’t to order, we have opportunities along the way to change some of those choices, perhaps not always when we’d like, but we do have a choice to change things.
I’ve changed so many things and feel as though I am a better person. I have made it through some very tough experiences, but I must get past this point of honing in on some of the old hurtful experiences.