I often take a few moments to contemplate how I feel, because even though the signs are there, they’re not always obvious.
On the back of everything that I’ve had to deal with in the last few years, I know my confidence has been knocked. Recent decisions I’ve been making that seemed right at the time, seem far from right when I look back at them.
My life’s still stressful, there’s no getting away from that, but I’m still working on staying positive. I cannot change the reality of where I am, particularly as we’re still dealing with a terminal illness in the family, but I’m doing okay.
I just wish I was doing slightly better on the confidence thing.