I often take a few moments to contemplate how I feel, because even though the signs are there, they’re not always obvious.

On the back of everything that I've had to deal with in the last few years, my confidence has been knocked. Recent decisions I’ve made that seemed right, seem far from right when I look back at them.

My life is still stressful, there’s no getting away from that, but I am still continuing to work on staying positive. I cannot change the reality of where I am, particularly as we're still dealing with a terminal illness in the family.

I just wish I was doing slightly better on the confidence thing.