Having looked through my medical history again, I now have a fuller picture of my cerebral palsy. My neurological consultant confirms that my MRI scan shows: ‘An old stroke in the distribution of the right anterior cerebral artery and there is extensive damage to the right frontal lobe and a part of the right parietal lobe.’

These two lobes are part of the four that make up the cerebral cortex. As these different hemispheres are interlinked, it would be easy for most of those lobes to be affected, either directly or indirectly. Working through my symptoms, I find this certainly is what has happened to me.

The brain is organised in three inter-connecting layers that work together and include the central core, the limbic system and the cerebral cortex. Areas within these oversee all forms of conscious experience, including emotion, perception, thought, movement, balance, arousal, as well as many unconscious, cognitive and emotional processes.

I am aware that because of my unique brain damage I struggle with each of these everyday functions and in my case, these areas of the cerebral cortex aren’t receiving signals from the central core.

Each lobe has a different but related function. The frontal lobe deals with motor control and movement, the parietal lobe deals with the main sensory receptor for the sense of touch and spatial interpretation, and the temporal lobe deals with auditory perception, language comprehension and visual recognition.

Ilana Estelle is a mental health and wellbeing advocate who combines educational insight with her personal experience of living with physical, mental, and emotional disabilities. She holds diplomas in Counselling, Diet and Nutrition, Nutritional Therapy, Psychotherapy and Counselling, and Stress Management. Through her writing, Ilana supports others in navigating their emotional, mental, and physical health challenges. In addition to writing for The CP Diary, her work has appeared in healthy lifestyle magazines. Ilana is also the author of three books: Cerebral Palsy: A Story – Finding the Calm After the Storm, Spirituality, Healing and Me, and Survival: The Covid Years – Time for Change.

Most people who read this blog

went on to read these blogs next
Date 25 September 2026
Author Ilana Estelle

Finding Strength through Autism

Understanding my autistic mind later in life and discovering the strengths within it As a child I would start something and give up. I struggled with motivation. I had no idea why. With autism, there are rarely half-measures ...
Read more
Date 19 September 2026
Author Ilana Estelle

How Loss Uncovers Past Trauma

How losing my twin changed the way I understand my past It has been nearly four years since my twin died, and I can see more clearly now what her death uncovered. Grief stripped away a layer of my life that ...
Read more
Date 16 September 2026
Author Ilana Estelle

The Life I Knew

Later Learning It Should Have Been Different I write to heal. I lived with a disability I didn't know about. It's not news, but looking backwards, after living your life, you can see just how much becomes understandable ...
Read more
1 2 3 … 687

2 comments on “My Cerebral Palsy journey”

  1. You have taken control over your life and you have freed yourself from the expectations of others through your writings, research and personal awareness. We know your courageous heart and no one can judge you by what they see on the surface, until they've placed themselves in your very shoes.

    I was once an inquisitive stranger, who became your friend through the power of your writings and the gentleness of your soul, and I'm still thanking you.

    1. Thanks Tim. Yes, I couldn't agree more. Through my writing, I am free to think and feel as a free agent... to equate and put my experiences into context.

      The art of course is being able to carry that into real life and not care so much what other people think. Generally speaking, perhaps more of us should take this stance.

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *

Subscribe to receive regular updates

Enter your details below to be the first to receive updates on new articles on my blog.