Life and its plans

Date 9 April 2014
Author Ilana Estelle
It’s a fact of life that things don’t always turn out the way we plan. How many times have you made arrangements only to find you have to re-arrange or cancel your arrangements because something’s cropped up? I never take for granted that if I plan something it will happen,…
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My real life

Date 8 April 2014
Author Ilana Estelle
My site, together with my blogs may reflect someone who is completely and one hundred percent focused and in control of life, but the path of life never runs smooth and given what I have had to deal with over the years, this statement is true for me. As I…
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Support & opinions

Date 6 April 2014
Author Ilana Estelle
Support should be the backbone to any relationship, but what happens when support isn't support but someone’s opinions and their opinions become the most important thing in the relationship? For me it would probably be time to re-think the relationship and how things are done. Sometimes opinions can be helpful,…
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Perceptions of time

Date 5 April 2014
Author Ilana Estelle
It’s probably a good thing that we don’t consciously think about time all the time. If we thought about time and all the things that could happen within time, we’d spend our lives worrying over every little thing. If we knew as children that time would go quickly, we'd worry that…
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Easily swayed

Date 4 April 2014
Author Ilana Estelle
I would say I am emotionally strong, independent, confident and okay with making decisions, even though it has taken me a lot of years to get to this point. This used to happen to me as a child and every now and again it still happens that when I’m under…
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My diagnosis

Date 2 April 2014
Author Ilana Estelle
When I first considered finding out what was wrong with me, I remember feeling pleased that for the first time in my life I was going to have an answer on what I had been dealing with for all those years. I could finally jigsaw and start to piece my…
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A take it easy day

Date 1 April 2014
Author Ilana Estelle
I find it incredibly difficult to switch my thoughts off, but when I’m tired I can’t seem to string two words together, let alone equate and write my feelings down, so today I’m going to take a chill day and do absolutely nothing. With a little bit more sleep, I’m…
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Putting loved ones first

Date 29 March 2014
Author Ilana Estelle
Sometimes we must put ourselves out for others, even if it means coming out of our comfort zone to do it. We’re more likely to agree to put ourselves out if what we’re going to do means something to the other person. When I look back and reflect at what…
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Home from home

Date 27 March 2014
Author Ilana Estelle
Some people will be fortunate to go on holiday and take very little with them. They travel light, only taking the minimum with them. The supplements I take at home, I take on holiday too. I would love to give myself a bit of slack, so that if I didn’t…
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Beliefs and compromise

Date 25 March 2014
Author Ilana Estelle
All of us will deal with our lives and beliefs in certain situations or circumstances very differently, because we’re often at different points in our personal journey. Some of us will be able to look at our circumstances objectively, whilst others will still be working towards an objective goal and…
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Health issues & Paris

Date 24 March 2014
Author Ilana Estelle
Because of my health issues, I’ve had to take myself out of my comfort zone to come to Paris to see Daniel, but I’m glad that I did. It was always my intention to come, but the trip and my many health issues, meant I would go on to have…
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Divided loyalties

Date 22 March 2014
Author Ilana Estelle
I wasn’t taught anything about loyalties or divided loyalties when I was a child, but I was aware of both from a very early age. Being a sensitive child I was aware of most things. I believe though that by nature, a child’s response will always be influenced by their…
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