Watching my twin's declining health for 6 months, is the reason I sustained dental trauma two months after losing her. Mouth injuries are common around trauma. It's nearly a year since I lost my twin and I've had dental trauma for 9 months.

A dental plan to help with my recovery

Last Friday, after a second consultation with a new dentist, a plan was put in place to get me back on the road to health again. It's been 9 months since I sustained the injury and I am still struggling to break food down, to eat and to chew normally. When my mouth is relaxed, my top and bottom teeth don't meet. I have since lost a tooth close to the initial injury.

Hot and cold treatments

The last 9 months have been hell, literally. I'm not one for melodramatics, but the injury started with, what I was told by my previous dentist, a tight ligament, which resulted in continual shooting and stabbing pains in my mouth. Painkillers didn't work effectively, so I also had to resort to hot and cold treatments.

A tight muscle

It turns out it wasn't a ligament, as initially diagnosed, but a tight muscle which was causing the stabbing and shooting pains. I packed myself off to a neuro specialist who confirmed the tight muscle and after an x-ray, also diagnosed me with Eagle Syndrome. I was first diagnosed with Trigeminal Neuralgia by a holistic practitioner but that turned out to be a red herring.

Am I better? No. But I am hoping the first visit to my new dentist will be the first step back to health. How do I feel? I'm not happy, drained from the mental trauma of my experiences, I need to take time for me.

Ilana Estelle is a mental health and wellbeing advocate who combines educational insight with her personal experience of living with physical, mental, and emotional disabilities. She holds diplomas in Counselling, Diet and Nutrition, Nutritional Therapy, Psychotherapy and Counselling, and Stress Management. Through her writing, Ilana supports others in navigating their emotional, mental, and physical health challenges. In addition to writing for The CP Diary, her work has appeared in healthy lifestyle magazines. Ilana is also the author of three books: Cerebral Palsy: A Story – Finding the Calm After the Storm, Spirituality, Healing and Me, and Survival: The Covid Years – Time for Change.

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