Unfortunately, because my brain is configured differently to that of a normal thinking brain, how I get to see things is back to front, like a rewired plug. That includes any processes that requires forward or normal emotional thinking.

I use my intuition to bring my thoughts into a forward-thinking process and that helps me think in the same way other people think. As a child, I had no understanding of my different thinking. I missed out on my milestones and other people's normal behaviour traits, to me seemed abnormal.

I will explain in another blog just why and how my rationale works and why without my ability to rationale, I can sometimes feel panicky and out of my depth.