It’s amazing how in one day I can feel so inspirational, together and happy and the next day I feel the total opposite. When I’m on top of my game, my blogs reflect positive thoughts, and when I’m not, I write about my struggles, whatever those struggles are.

I believe we all have insecure tendencies and those insecurities, show in how we communicate with others, why we see others at fault and why we’re never to blame for our behaviour. I don't choose to pass the buck, unless I need to pass the buck.

When we spiral down we bring others down and fail to see that we're to blame. Lately, I have been grappling with the way I walk and have been feeling slightly demoralised. I remember coming out of school for parents evening and my daughter's form tutor commenting on my limp.

I didn’t know she was behind me, or just how obvious my limp was until she followed me out of school. My feelings today haven't been great, but I'm hoping to blog about something a little more upbeat and positive tomorrow.