I'll be back tomorrow

Date 18 June 2010
Author Ilana Estelle
I will be back on the site tomorrow... please feel free to respond on my blogs. I'm struggling mentally today.
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Emptiness

Date 14 June 2010
Author Ilana Estelle
I am writing this blog because it will not only help me, but hopefully will help others with what they have to deal with, when they cannot see a way through what seems like a massive blur. Being let down There is no doubt, that I have been let down…
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A Shared Story

Date 10 June 2010
Author Ilana Estelle
I will be continuing my research for alternative therapies, but felt I needed to write this blog today. Having spoken to a friend yesterday about our childhood experiences and my living with a physical problem, my friend couldn’t believe that it had taken 46 year for me to find out…
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'Me'

Date 8 June 2010
Author Ilana Estelle
I woke up thinking how good it would be if I could accept the things I cannot change and then I became slightly agitated, because I know I don’t always manage it. Managing my disability There are days where everything is going swimmingly and although I don’t emotionally think about…
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Closure

Date 7 June 2010
Author Ilana Estelle
I have periodically written about how negative thoughts bring about stress and because those thoughts are part of my life, I write about them. There are days where I feel fine, those are my busy days, then there are days where because I have no emotional support and understanding on…
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Problems with organs & CP

Date 5 June 2010
Author Ilana Estelle
Being born premature and with Cerebral Palsy, I am looking for information on organs that tell us we how our organs will age with the condition. I have been told that although I was born 6 weeks premature, my internal organs will have renewed themselves to their natural maturity, but…
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A Voice

Date 31 May 2010
Author Ilana Estelle
This morning, I finally managed to respond to three different posts from friends who have posted a response in connection to one of my blogs. To those friends who have posted, thank you and I hope you’ll continue to post and to those who haven’t, I hope you will ...
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A bit of a down day

Date 30 May 2010
Author Ilana Estelle
It takes so much energy, so much effort and so much emotional strength to mentally and emotionally deal with a disability. There are days when I just can’t seem to motivate myself. Today is one of those days. The good news is that I will be back on the site…
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Tired today

Date 28 May 2010
Author Ilana Estelle
Do you ever get to the stage, where you’re so tired, you can’t think? My mind is literally drawing blanks today. I’ll be back on the site tomorrow, with ...
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Mentally & physically exhausted

Date 27 May 2010
Author Ilana Estelle
On the whole, I manage living with cerebral palsy. It’s not something I have accepted, but I usually work around what I have to. Yesterday it didn’t seem to work like that. Walking around a department store for about 10 minutes looking for furniture, was enough for brain fatigue to…
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Fitting in

Date 24 May 2010
Author Ilana Estelle
How many of us living with a condition feel we fit into our lives with what we have to deal with, whether we deal with depression, Bipolar, MS or Cerebral Palsy? These conditions take a different kind of patience. I know a lot more about Cerebral Palsy, as that is…
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Out of it today

Date 22 May 2010
Author Ilana Estelle
I’ve mentioned cerebral palsy brings so many emotions. For the most part I am normally focused, strong and determined to work through my issues, but not today. I’m struggling because my leg is weak and I feel frustrated and angry. It is only when you continually have to deal with…
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